Today

My walk is a hard walk and I realized what I have not been doing in my life to in sure  that I am living for Christ. Funny it sounds a bit alien to me at times. Even yesterday I shied away from Prayer but the fact that I am aware of what is going on is good for the way of correction.

PS34
PS 34:1 I will bless the LORD at all times: his praise shall continually be in my mouth.

PS 34:2 My soul shall make her boast in the LORD: the humble shall hear thereof, and be glad.

PS 34:3 O magnify the LORD with me, and let us exalt his name together.

PS 34:4 I sought the LORD, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears.

PS 34:5 They looked unto him, and were lightened: and their faces were not ashamed.

PS 34:6 This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles.

PS 34:7 The angel of the LORD encampeth round about them that fear him, and delivereth them.

PS 34:8 O taste and see that the LORD is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him.

PS 34:9 O fear the LORD, ye his saints: for there is no want to them that fear him.

PS 34:10 The young lions do lack, and suffer hunger: but they that seek the LORD shall not want any good thing.

PS 34:11 Come, ye children, hearken unto me: I will teach you the fear of the LORD.

PS 34:12 What man is he that desireth life, and loveth many days, that he may see good?

PS 34:13 Keep thy tongue from evil, and thy lips from speaking guile.

PS 34:14 Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it.

PS 34:15 The eyes of the LORD are upon the righteous, and his ears are open unto their cry.

PS 34:16 The face of the LORD is against them that do evil, to cut off the remembrance of them from the earth.

PS 34:17 The righteous cry, and the LORD heareth, and delivereth them out of all their troubles.

PS 34:18 The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.

PS 34:19 Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the LORD delivereth him out of them all.

PS 34:20 He keepeth all his bones: not one of them is broken.

PS 34:21 Evil shall slay the wicked: and they that hate the righteous shall be desolate.

PS 34:22 The LORD redeemeth the soul of his servants: and none of them that trust in him shall be desolate.

The Visit

Today I was visited by my sister who is in worse shape then I am and she prayed with me. I know that when we pray together God hears us.

But earlier today I found myself falling short of the grace of God because of anger and iniquity and when she was here I was just down and upset and in my own sorrow.  I really need hope and have to trust God in all his glory and believe that he will not leave me nor forsake me. So when my sister left I read this in the Psalms:

PS 32:1 Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered.

PS 32:2 Blessed is the man unto whom the LORD imputeth not iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no guile.

PS 32:3 When I kept silence, my bones waxed old through my roaring all the day long.

PS 32:4 For day and night thy hand was heavy upon me: my moisture is turned into the drought of summer. Selah.

PS 32:5 I acknowledge my sin unto thee, and mine iniquity have I not hid. I said, I will confess my transgressions unto the LORD; and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin. Selah.

PS 32:6 For this shall every one that is godly pray unto thee in a time when thou mayest be found: surely in the floods of great waters they shall not come nigh unto him.

PS 32:7 Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of deliverance. Selah.

PS 32:8 I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye.

PS 32:9 Be ye not as the horse, or as the mule, which have no understanding: whose mouth must be held in with bit and bridle, lest they come near unto thee.

PS 32:10 Many sorrows shall be to the wicked: but he that trusteth in the LORD, mercy shall compass him about.PS 32:11 Be glad in the LORD, and rejoice, ye righteous: and shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart. 


Thank you God for the words that you impart through your word...

Stand in awe and know I am God...

Sunday , July 17th

I just read this on line at another site, "Jesus told a parable of a woman who consistently went to a judge to plead her case. The judge eventually gave her what she wanted just so she would leave him alone. Likewise, Jesus tells us to pray always. If an unjust judge would give someone he didn't care for justice, how much more will God give us justice if we continue to come to Him?" I am having some issues in my life where I feel as if I was left behind and no matter what I do nothing is coming from any of my work that I do. The last time I was in this position I needed to find forgiveness from others who I hurt. I pray that the Lord will deliver me from this mess I am in soon. I told others that I would join there study when the Lord puts me in a position where I am able to support my family with one job. I hate feeing like this but I am almost done. Why do I give up so easily? It all because of my personal sins that make me feel as if I am not worthy and I don't deserve anything from God and all I can do is nothing to get any where in life. Funny nothing can be so close to the truth, why because the only of this verse:


MAT 6:33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.


What am i doing in my life for Go to change it. I need to Except that I have nothing to to do with what God does for me it is only through his grace and blessing he gives us what we need. Its Fathers day and I did not go to church or have a God glorifying night before last. I give up too easily and I even question my faith...If  God can hear me I hope he will see me through this and come to my rescue. I ask in Jesus name.

There is a point in life where we realize how small we really are and there is nothing we can do to get the things in life it all because of the grace of God that we are given these things, and only through that we are able to keep them. I ask God to change this situation in my life because I am out of choices and options. 


PS 3:1 Lord, how are they increased that trouble me! many are they that rise up against me.

PS 3:2 Many there be which say of my soul, There is no help for him in God. Selah.

PS 3:3 But thou, O LORD, art a shield for me; my glory, and the lifter up of mine head.

PS 3:4 I cried unto the LORD with my voice, and he heard me out of his holy hill. Selah.

PS 3:5 I laid me down and slept; I awaked; for the LORD sustained me.

PS 3:6 I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people, that have set themselves against me round about.

PS 3:7 Arise, O LORD; save me, O my God: for thou hast smitten all mine enemies upon the cheek bone; thou hast broken the teeth of the ungodly.

PS 3:8 Salvation belongeth unto the LORD: thy blessing is upon thy people. Selah.


I need you God, Save me....

His grace is sufficient

Well I am finding that what I have said to others about God is true, I have had doubt. But God never leaves you nor forsakes you in any situation. I can't wait to get back to work so I can listen to the late Dr. Robert Cook on Family Radio in the morning.

Keeping the The Lords Day Holy

Well with all the stuff I have and have not done I found my self not attending church. Sux I feel as if I am allowed a certain amount of grace when I attend but the reality is no matter what I doI only have Christ's work at Calvary to relay upon. Because nothing we do can keep us in the presence of God... it all his work...

Staying obedient to the Spirit

I am writing about this subject because I need to get some victory in my life over my own behaviors. I have realized that anything can become a sin and when we don't live according to the convictions by the holy spirit in your life we are living a unruly existence in the presence of God.  I am sure I will be made accountable to what I am writing here because if we talk a talk we have to walk the walk. But day in and day out I fall short from the glory of God and yes I pray to Christ to save me and make me stronger and discreet and have the application to see where i am going against God and fine myself behaving in ungodly ways. I feel as if many time I am wasting the time of God because he grants me grace and I walk all over it with pride and selfishness.

Life always seems life a long road of maintenance and rebuilding and there is only you to do it on your own.