Sunday , July 17th

I just read this on line at another site, "Jesus told a parable of a woman who consistently went to a judge to plead her case. The judge eventually gave her what she wanted just so she would leave him alone. Likewise, Jesus tells us to pray always. If an unjust judge would give someone he didn't care for justice, how much more will God give us justice if we continue to come to Him?" I am having some issues in my life where I feel as if I was left behind and no matter what I do nothing is coming from any of my work that I do. The last time I was in this position I needed to find forgiveness from others who I hurt. I pray that the Lord will deliver me from this mess I am in soon. I told others that I would join there study when the Lord puts me in a position where I am able to support my family with one job. I hate feeing like this but I am almost done. Why do I give up so easily? It all because of my personal sins that make me feel as if I am not worthy and I don't deserve anything from God and all I can do is nothing to get any where in life. Funny nothing can be so close to the truth, why because the only of this verse:


MAT 6:33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.


What am i doing in my life for Go to change it. I need to Except that I have nothing to to do with what God does for me it is only through his grace and blessing he gives us what we need. Its Fathers day and I did not go to church or have a God glorifying night before last. I give up too easily and I even question my faith...If  God can hear me I hope he will see me through this and come to my rescue. I ask in Jesus name.

There is a point in life where we realize how small we really are and there is nothing we can do to get the things in life it all because of the grace of God that we are given these things, and only through that we are able to keep them. I ask God to change this situation in my life because I am out of choices and options. 


PS 3:1 Lord, how are they increased that trouble me! many are they that rise up against me.

PS 3:2 Many there be which say of my soul, There is no help for him in God. Selah.

PS 3:3 But thou, O LORD, art a shield for me; my glory, and the lifter up of mine head.

PS 3:4 I cried unto the LORD with my voice, and he heard me out of his holy hill. Selah.

PS 3:5 I laid me down and slept; I awaked; for the LORD sustained me.

PS 3:6 I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people, that have set themselves against me round about.

PS 3:7 Arise, O LORD; save me, O my God: for thou hast smitten all mine enemies upon the cheek bone; thou hast broken the teeth of the ungodly.

PS 3:8 Salvation belongeth unto the LORD: thy blessing is upon thy people. Selah.


I need you God, Save me....